Thursday, January 26, 2006
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
A sip of java...
GACK! Phfft! Yuck! That's vile!
I'm having to learn Java for a project and it sucks. It's a monkey in a man suit! The language knows about some non-fundamental types!Garbage collection is for people who can't design software right, and don't understand scope and balance. Classes completely obviate the need for it. boost::shared_ptr<> anyone? object references v. primitive types: You still have to understand these things, you're just prevented from using all the variations. All objects are passed by reference while all primitives are passed by value! What idiocy! Java is not truly OO. Classes are not treated the same as inherent types. Java just last year got templates! Or generics as they call them. Foo! How long has C++ had them now? And it doesn't even have proper destructors!!! How can you do OO without proper destructors? There's no way to ensure that things actaully go away correctly! I guess it just goes along with garbage collection. "Just drop things. Someone else will take care of them!" Gahh!
The horror. The horror.
I'm having to learn Java for a project and it sucks. It's a monkey in a man suit! The language knows about some non-fundamental types!Garbage collection is for people who can't design software right, and don't understand scope and balance. Classes completely obviate the need for it. boost::shared_ptr<> anyone? object references v. primitive types: You still have to understand these things, you're just prevented from using all the variations. All objects are passed by reference while all primitives are passed by value! What idiocy! Java is not truly OO. Classes are not treated the same as inherent types. Java just last year got templates! Or generics as they call them. Foo! How long has C++ had them now? And it doesn't even have proper destructors!!! How can you do OO without proper destructors? There's no way to ensure that things actaully go away correctly! I guess it just goes along with garbage collection. "Just drop things. Someone else will take care of them!" Gahh!
The horror. The horror.
Monday, January 23, 2006
David Gahan's Voice
Not to sound like a Jewish bubby, but it's like butter! So smooth! So rich and subtly emotive! I could listen to him day-in and day-out. I could listen to him sing the phone book. Too bad he was a junky. And he's starting to look pretty old.
What brings this to mind is that I bought Playing the Angel yesterday. I'm pretty happy with it after two listenings. I heard "Precious" on Smallville and was utterly transfixed! Depeche Mode was back in form! I heard Songs of Faith and Devotion when it was released and was not happy with it. It was just not like Violator, one of my favorite albums ever, so I haven't really paid attention to them since then. Well, I heard "Precious" and thought `Wow! That's as good as anything they've ever done!` So far I would rate Playing the Angel as equal to Music for the Masses. I dont think it's as good as Violator. Every song on that album really worked for me, but several of the songs on this one just don't grab me like they could. Each of the songs on Violator was great by itself plus they all fit together so well. It was an integrated, self-coherent work. I don't get that feeling from Playing the Angel. Some of the songs feel over decorated to me; Baroque one might say. [Leann Rimes suffered horribly from overproduction like this. Her old man put everything but accordian and bagpipes every place he could in every one of her songs.] Some of the songs could have benefitted from being pared back a bit. I'm still happy with it.
It's interesting that two of the bands who were my favorites as a teenager are re-ascending in my estimation. That would be Depeche Mode and U2. I really discovered Depeche Mode when they released Violator and U2 with The Joshua Tree. I consider each of these albums to be the respective band's master work. U2's recent stuff is apealing more to me again also, but I don't get the feeling that they're returning to the quality of work that they did in the Unforgettable Fire and Joshua Tree era. I feel that is when they peaked. I don't think that their lives as they are now can produce the quality of lyrics that they once did. I don't think Bono can write something as good as "Where the Streets Have no Names" right now, because he isn't in that frame of mind. His perception of reality must be colored by his success and the interactions he has [Too many yes men?]. U2 are probably the best musicians, the most skilled and talented players in popular music today, but the lyrics I've heard don't resonate with me like their older stuff.
Now maybe a large portion of this is my own mental state. I'm not in the same place as when I was fourteen/fifteen/sixteen/seventeen. Maybe it was just the nexus of that music and myself at that time that worked together. While the music has been preserved in plastic and digital bits, who I was at that time has not. I find that the Joshua Tree doesn't stand up as well for me now as back then. I feel like some of the songs, "One Tree Hill" for instance, while good, just aren't as satisfying. It's still a great album with great songs, but it doesn't resonate in my soul like it once did. Violator has withstood the years for me though. Each song from it that I hear still resonates, echos inside me. I still must wonder if, had I discovered Depeche Mode shortly after the release of Music for the Masses, would I have thought Violator not up to par when it was released? I'm not sure, but I actually doubt it. Each of these albums, Violator and the Joshua Tree, marks the summit of each band's career, the moment when they truly achieved "Top 40 Rock Star" status. Their lives changed in measureable ways. The music a superstar writes will necessarily be different than the music an unknown or rising star writes.
So why are Depeche Mode reascendant to me and U2 aren't as much so? U2 never really faded after the Joshua Tree. Depeche Mode faded to semi-obscurity for a while. U2 had top ten hits and did songs for big movie sound tracks. Bono pushed social causes. U2 marketed themselves very well while Depeche Mode's star faded. Since DM faded, they had a chance to regenerate, to gather a good amount of stored up ideas, which U2 hasn't really had the chance to do. As soon as U2 has something, anything to say, they let it out and the fawning sycophants at eMpTyV suck it up like it's the best thing ever. Now this does highlight U2's natural talent. A band that was not extraordinarily talented couldn't maintain superstar status in the way U2 does, but because everything they do is constantly treated as the best thing ever, they don't get a chance to really create and polish something truly wonderful.
The Cure is another band that I thought the world of then, and I doubt they'll ever make another album that really appeals to me now. After Disintegration I never really liked any of the albums I heard. They had some good songs, but they just are too intellectually thin. I love Robert Smith, he's a talented musician and song writer, but his songs are too unsatisfying, for lack of a better way to say it. Thinking of the stuff he writes, most of it seems like the expression of a silly self-absorbed adolescent. Interesting at first, but it wears thin too quickly. When I was a self-absorbed adolescent, I dould identify with it much more. After I grew out of that stage, I didn't identify with his songs anymore.
Also, he doesn't have David Gahan's luscious voice.
What brings this to mind is that I bought Playing the Angel yesterday. I'm pretty happy with it after two listenings. I heard "Precious" on Smallville and was utterly transfixed! Depeche Mode was back in form! I heard Songs of Faith and Devotion when it was released and was not happy with it. It was just not like Violator, one of my favorite albums ever, so I haven't really paid attention to them since then. Well, I heard "Precious" and thought `Wow! That's as good as anything they've ever done!` So far I would rate Playing the Angel as equal to Music for the Masses. I dont think it's as good as Violator. Every song on that album really worked for me, but several of the songs on this one just don't grab me like they could. Each of the songs on Violator was great by itself plus they all fit together so well. It was an integrated, self-coherent work. I don't get that feeling from Playing the Angel. Some of the songs feel over decorated to me; Baroque one might say. [Leann Rimes suffered horribly from overproduction like this. Her old man put everything but accordian and bagpipes every place he could in every one of her songs.] Some of the songs could have benefitted from being pared back a bit. I'm still happy with it.
It's interesting that two of the bands who were my favorites as a teenager are re-ascending in my estimation. That would be Depeche Mode and U2. I really discovered Depeche Mode when they released Violator and U2 with The Joshua Tree. I consider each of these albums to be the respective band's master work. U2's recent stuff is apealing more to me again also, but I don't get the feeling that they're returning to the quality of work that they did in the Unforgettable Fire and Joshua Tree era. I feel that is when they peaked. I don't think that their lives as they are now can produce the quality of lyrics that they once did. I don't think Bono can write something as good as "Where the Streets Have no Names" right now, because he isn't in that frame of mind. His perception of reality must be colored by his success and the interactions he has [Too many yes men?]. U2 are probably the best musicians, the most skilled and talented players in popular music today, but the lyrics I've heard don't resonate with me like their older stuff.
Now maybe a large portion of this is my own mental state. I'm not in the same place as when I was fourteen/fifteen/sixteen/seventeen. Maybe it was just the nexus of that music and myself at that time that worked together. While the music has been preserved in plastic and digital bits, who I was at that time has not. I find that the Joshua Tree doesn't stand up as well for me now as back then. I feel like some of the songs, "One Tree Hill" for instance, while good, just aren't as satisfying. It's still a great album with great songs, but it doesn't resonate in my soul like it once did. Violator has withstood the years for me though. Each song from it that I hear still resonates, echos inside me. I still must wonder if, had I discovered Depeche Mode shortly after the release of Music for the Masses, would I have thought Violator not up to par when it was released? I'm not sure, but I actually doubt it. Each of these albums, Violator and the Joshua Tree, marks the summit of each band's career, the moment when they truly achieved "Top 40 Rock Star" status. Their lives changed in measureable ways. The music a superstar writes will necessarily be different than the music an unknown or rising star writes.
So why are Depeche Mode reascendant to me and U2 aren't as much so? U2 never really faded after the Joshua Tree. Depeche Mode faded to semi-obscurity for a while. U2 had top ten hits and did songs for big movie sound tracks. Bono pushed social causes. U2 marketed themselves very well while Depeche Mode's star faded. Since DM faded, they had a chance to regenerate, to gather a good amount of stored up ideas, which U2 hasn't really had the chance to do. As soon as U2 has something, anything to say, they let it out and the fawning sycophants at eMpTyV suck it up like it's the best thing ever. Now this does highlight U2's natural talent. A band that was not extraordinarily talented couldn't maintain superstar status in the way U2 does, but because everything they do is constantly treated as the best thing ever, they don't get a chance to really create and polish something truly wonderful.
The Cure is another band that I thought the world of then, and I doubt they'll ever make another album that really appeals to me now. After Disintegration I never really liked any of the albums I heard. They had some good songs, but they just are too intellectually thin. I love Robert Smith, he's a talented musician and song writer, but his songs are too unsatisfying, for lack of a better way to say it. Thinking of the stuff he writes, most of it seems like the expression of a silly self-absorbed adolescent. Interesting at first, but it wears thin too quickly. When I was a self-absorbed adolescent, I dould identify with it much more. After I grew out of that stage, I didn't identify with his songs anymore.
Also, he doesn't have David Gahan's luscious voice.
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
some verse
I have a secret
which I'll never tell
I have a secret
which I keep very well
I'll keep my secret
which you'll never know
I'll keep my secret
to you I won't show
I'll hide it deep
deep down in my heart
I'll hide it deep
so the hurting won't start
Such a dangerous secret
if you only knew
Such a dangerous secret
so dangerously true
If you knew my secret
my dreams you might take
If you knew my secret
my heart you might break
I can't risk my secret
it might destroy me
I can't risk my secret
for anyone to see
Friday, January 13, 2006
Cool music I should have known
How did I not realize how cool the Donnas are all this time? I've known about them for awhile, but I guess I just didn't think to investigate them. Same with Liz Phair. I remember liking some of her songs in college, but I didn't keep up with her. Oh well, it gives me something new to discover!
Sex & the City is lame!
We watched Sex & the City last night for the first time and it was horrific! Or should I say whore-ific? What sluts! Are there really people in the world who are that shallow and empty? Needless to say, I won't ever watch it again. Honestly, I don't think the writing nor the acting were that good. I think that series was so popular simply because the subject matter was so tawdry. This was not empowerment! It was self-degradation!
Thursday, January 12, 2006
Democrats are jerks
I've seen some of the video of the Alito confirmation hearings and democrats are just plain jerks and hypocrits. They made Alito's wife cry, the poor woman. Their questioning is stupid too! "Why do you respect this precedent, which no one disputes, but you won't say that Roe is settled law?" Even though Roe is constantly disputed and people are trying to overturn it. When was the last time someone tried to pass a law segregating schools? Diane Feinstein, Chuckie Schumer, and Ted "the swimmer" Kennedy are the worst. They are a disgrace to our nation.
Yes, I'm conservative. Yes, I'm against abortion. I'm even pro-gun.
Yes, I'm conservative. Yes, I'm against abortion. I'm even pro-gun.
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Music musings
On the way home last night, I heard "Release Me" by Wilson Philips on the radio. I didn't listen very long. It struck me how good their harmonization was. It was beautiful. Sadly, good harmonization was all they had. Their songs were musically and lyrically uninteresting otherwise; musical white bread.
This ties in to my recent appraisal of Anna Nalick. Her stuff is good but not very interesting. It's the same with Vanessa Carlton. She's a great pianist but her music doesn't seem to hold up to repeated listening. Now it could be that their really good stuff doesn't get played on the radio so I never hear it.
It's that way with Dido. "White Flag" and "Thank You", while great songs, aren't her very best, and they only hint at her true style. You don't catch that her music is very trip hop influenced from those two songs. There are hints of it in them, but it's not obvious. On Life for Rent though there are two awesome pure trip hop tracks, "Who Makes You Feel" and "Do You Have A Little Time". You also don't hear the other styles she mixes into her music. What makes Dido great to me is her interesting lyrics AND interesting music. She has both. Not only is the music in each of her songs interesting, she also mixes in several styles.
The sad thing is I don't think alot of people who would enjoy Dido's music are exposed to it. Around here, the only place you hear her music is on the 'adult contemporary' stations. I don't think that the people who listen to that type of radio are going to enjoy most of her songs, and I don't think that most of the people who would love her songs listen to that type of radio? Am I wrong? I don't know.
This ties in to my recent appraisal of Anna Nalick. Her stuff is good but not very interesting. It's the same with Vanessa Carlton. She's a great pianist but her music doesn't seem to hold up to repeated listening. Now it could be that their really good stuff doesn't get played on the radio so I never hear it.
It's that way with Dido. "White Flag" and "Thank You", while great songs, aren't her very best, and they only hint at her true style. You don't catch that her music is very trip hop influenced from those two songs. There are hints of it in them, but it's not obvious. On Life for Rent though there are two awesome pure trip hop tracks, "Who Makes You Feel" and "Do You Have A Little Time". You also don't hear the other styles she mixes into her music. What makes Dido great to me is her interesting lyrics AND interesting music. She has both. Not only is the music in each of her songs interesting, she also mixes in several styles.
The sad thing is I don't think alot of people who would enjoy Dido's music are exposed to it. Around here, the only place you hear her music is on the 'adult contemporary' stations. I don't think that the people who listen to that type of radio are going to enjoy most of her songs, and I don't think that most of the people who would love her songs listen to that type of radio? Am I wrong? I don't know.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
What kind of bride am I?
The results are in! Your bridal personality is...
The Storybook PrincessAn old-fashioned girl at heart, you want your special day to be steeped in elegance and tradition. You love the thought of transforming yourself into a timeless bride à la Grace Kelly or Princess Di. You'll feel equally regal in a gown with a full tulle skirt or long, flowing train and a beaded corset top. And don't skip on any of the trimmings; go for the veil, tiara and gloves. As for your shoes, a sleek satin heel with a pointed toe is the perfect footwear for your stroll down the aisle. To complete your blushing bride look, keep your makeup soft and dewy. Use a light foundation and cream blush in a warm rose color that compliments your complexion, keep your eyes soft and natural by using shadows in warm natural shades and polish off your pucker with a sheer lipstick in a soft red.
Kinda' goofy but fun little quiz from iVillage. Take the quiz yourself